There has always been someone more unhappy than me.

There has always been someone more unhappy than me.

Even when my friend robbed me of my first company, which I worked hard for eight years, I had a bank account balance of more than 50 million won, an officetel worth 200 million won, and a new Avante. I was 33 years old, young as blue. I had the know-how to produce and operate software that I could make more than 1 billion won a year. In every way, it was an unfortunate situation. However, I was sick from a vase for three years.

I was okay when I was working for five years. I was a small business in Gasan, so my salary was low. I had a tight schedule. I had to live my life. Still, I was recognized for my skills at work. I was respected for my coding skills. On the other hand, there were many people who felt like hell every day due to lack of skills. Some people endured reprimand and neglect. Although I was poor at the time, I was happy because I had a wife and children when I went home. Nevertheless, I dreamed of making money every day and didn’t sleep and was like a bad girl.

My child is autistic, so I go to school for the disabled. When I go to school for the disabled, the first floor is used by students with really serious disabilities. When I send my son to school every morning, I sometimes see students on the first floor. Because I had to sit in a wheelchair all day, the wheelchair is specially made, almost like a bed with cushions. The eyes try to see from the side face lying down, but it is also difficult to fix their eyes. Those young students who cannot handle their hands and feet properly have problems with their brains. So it is difficult to handle the body and intelligence. My son walks, runs, and jumps, even though he is not crazy about ordinary children. I had to feel grateful. But I resented fate to death.

Even though my wife had cancer. If you read about the disease-fighting stories of people fighting for several years in the second and third stages, the initial discovery is lucky. Surprisingly, there were many people who had cancer among the people around them. It is said that my aunt also had cancer twice. I found out while talking to my cousin on the phone this time. There were many people who overcame cancer on Facebook. Before I got married and had children, I didn’t see any stroller on the street. When I gave birth and dragged a stroller, I found out that there were so many stroller in the world. Cancer was like that, too. A lot of people were getting cancer and overcoming it. Among them, I was a lucky case.