I once won 45700 in June in just one day. What’s amazing about overseas futures. Micro Nasdaq 39 pcs. Full bet with all my fortune at the time. Mini 39 contracts.

This memory brought me down this time.

I lost 1.574 billion in two weeks. On November 4th, I lost 800 million a day. I got 60 mini contracts. I remember 600 microphones.

If he had bet everything and got the direction right, he would have earned 800 million won instead of losing 800 million won. Sixty are positions worth 40 billion won. 800 million won only moved by 2 percent.

I fell asleep during the day because I was so sleepy. The position was on the rise and the trend was on the rise. However, in the four hours I slept, Nasdaq unusually fell 2% from 10 a.m. to 2 p.m. As soon as I woke up, I cut my hand. Even after I cut my hand, it fell another 2% in a row. There was no obvious reason for the drop. What is very unusual is that it fell sharply in the daytime in Korean time. It dropped by more than 4% in just two days, citing AI bubble concerns and already prolonged shutdowns.

If you bet on a small weight. I wouldn’t have lost that much money if I had kept my small bets. I wouldn’t have lost that much money if I’d fallen asleep after a profitable position.

I lost it because of that memory of winning 470 million in one day by full betting in June. I lost an additional 200 million because of the 200 million I lost in the plunge. I wanted to make up for it all at once. I wanted to make up for 400 million won and get 100 to 200 million more in additional profits in my head. I took out a full bet that I hadn’t done before. It was the same reason why I did a full bet in June. I didn’t originally do a full bet, but I lost 200 million won in one day, so I was out of my mind and did a full bet in June. And in one day, I won 470 million, made 200 million, and made an additional 270 million.

My head was full of memories of June’s full bet success. It’s a much lower position, so I’m going to rebound now. I’ve recovered 200 million out of 400 million. Yeah, if I stay in position for a few more hours, I can recover 200 million more and earn 200 million more. Let’s hang in there. I was so nervous and fell asleep without realizing it. And in four hours, I woke up and it was marked minus 600 million. Including the 200 million I lost before that, I lost 800 million in one day.

After the cancellation, the total number of contracts decreased from 60 to 43. And while the full bet was repeated, the Nasdaq fell another 2% and more than 6% from its peak in a week. I kept hitting long with full bet. I lost it and picked it over and over, but I kept losing money. From Oct. 29 to Nov. 14, this loss was W1.574 billion.

I managed to reduce the number of contracts. I tried my best to reduce the number of contracts. I also made it a day when I didn’t play games. At first, it was so painful not to play FullBet, and it was so painful not to play games. Unlike Coin, Haeseon has a weekend. I didn’t play games for two days on the weekend, and I gradually found myself calm. And it’s closer to normal. The process of losing money for two weeks felt so ridiculous. At the same time, I found it never easy to get out of that situation. Not only me, but countless people lose all their money and go into debt in such situations. It’s kicking a can, which is commonly called.

I didn’t kick the can. It gave me goosebumps and I blew 1.574 billion, but my performance this year is still profitable. I found out how much money I’ve made this year and how many consecutive wins I’ve had.

Why did I keep winning and why did I lose this time? It was simple. I kept winning when I had big money and played with small money. But when I did the full bet, I kept losing. The reason I did the full bet is because I remember making 470 million won a day with the full bet. As I reread the novel “Casino,” I feel again that I can only win if I make a small bet. There is a sentence in the novel that says, “It is rather poison to win big money the wrong way.”

I’ve been tortured for two weeks with this big loss and my brain has near burn damage. On the contrary, it’s great. I hope you don’t make the silly choice of playing fullbet with this memory if you lose a lot of money next time.

I really want you to remember November 25, 20 years later that it was the last full bet in my life.

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No matter how many times you have won, you can lose everything in an instant if you collapse once. And it’s the baccarat game that makes you not give up until then. I think baccarat is a punishment given to humans.
Kim Jin-myung